Final Year

Assalamualaikum,

it has been a minute since I last updated my blog. I've been busy (alasan) with a lot of stuff. Just to let you know, I am already in my final year of degree. Rasa macam BIAR BENERRRR. I felt those 3 years went by so quickly. I still remember my MDS for degree and now, dah jadi senior paling atas. I was actually planning to write about the whole process of my fyp journey but I did not have the motivation to do so.

So, yes I've submitted my hard-bound thesis last week. Rasa macam lega sebab satu huge task dah settle. I think I did okay for my fyp. I feel like ever since the proposal presentation, I've gained more confidence when it comes to doing presentation/speaking in front of other people. That was the very first time where we actually had to do presentation individually (most of the time, the presentations are done in groups). And during my poster presentation, my evaluators were Sir Anwar and Sir Rahimi. Okay la, everything went well.

Last semester break, we had our industrial attachment. I am planning to make a separate post about my industrial attachment experience. Insya Allah. I did mine in IKOP Sdn Bhd because it is in Kuantan. So, I was able to stay at home. Overall, I REALLLLLYY ENJOYED my industrial attachment. It was totally worth it eventhough we had to pay RM 500 because we were able to learn a lot.

Oh and last semester (sem 6), we also had our hospital attachment for about 2 weeks. And I did my attachment in hospital tentera. I was not expecting to dapat buat attachment kat situ because ramai yang nak kat situ (sebab bukan senang nak masuk hospital tentera). I also enjoyed my hospital attachment. Setakat ni hospital attachment and industrial attachment memang paling best la nak dibandingkan dengan community attachment (at least, for me).

Eventhough I am a final year student, I have to admit that I know almost nothing about medicines. There's still ALOTTTTT to learn. Last week, we had a CPD talk and I was actually very inspired by the speakers (Dr. Am, Pn. Hendra and En. Ammar). They gave me more semangat to become a good pharmacist one day, Insya Allah.


Okay, I guess that's it for now. Till then :)

RAMADHAN 1437H

Assalamualaikum my fellow people. It's been a looong time since I did my last post. Today's Friday and it's already the 5th day of Ramadhan. Before it's too late, SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN PUASA! It's definitely one of my fav time of the year. This year, I'm spending my Ramadhan in Uni. I did puasa in Puncak Alam as well during my foundation, so it's not something that I'm not familiar.

AND ALSO my final exam is gonna be during Ramadhan as well. It's definitely going to be tough and challenging with all of the studying and tummy rumbling going on. But, things happen no matter what (no matter how much i'm going to complain, it's going to happen and i have to face it). This semester is not easy with 9 subjects (cries). However, we shall see how things happen. I'm not expecting too much from myself.

I'm planning to go back home next Saturday, just because I want to 'puasa' at home. I want to sahur at home, buka puasa at home, go to terawih with family etc etc. Next week is the last week of lecture. Too bad I have a PBSM test on Saturday (sad face).

Hmm, what else? Oh, this week we had 4 test for straight 4 days. Pharmacy Practice on Monday, MGT on Tuesday (along with presentation), PBSM UUKA (along with PBL for Pharmaco), Organic Chemistry on Thursday. Idk how, but I managed to survive somehow. So kids in school, do your homeworks!

Well, I guess that's it.

End of Sem 1

Assalamualaikum, lamanya tak tulis. Sebenarnya sekarang tengah cuti sem. Huhuhu bestnya! Balik Kuantan hari Sabtu (16/1). Last paper pagi Sabtu tu jugak. Tengah hari tu terus balik. Nampak tak semangat nak balik tu? If you ask me, how was my finals? I think I screwed up, pretty much everything. I barely got any sleep during the nights before I had my papers. Memang intense wa cakap lu. Dulu rasa macam asasi tu dah cukup intense. Haa, ambik kau degree lagi lah. Ni baru first sem ni. Tak berani nak bayang apa yang akan terjadi pada sem sem yang akan datang. May Allah ease everything. Lagi satu, study final selalu last minute. This is a habit of mine yang memang terbawak-bawak dari sekolah and I think it's time to do something about it.

First paper kitorang adalah CTU. Huish, nama je CTU, tapi nak habiskan baca satu-satu chapter tu memerlukan kesabaran yang amat tinggi (tu lah baca last minit. 2 hari sebelum exam baru nak bukak exam). CTU time degree ni more to Sejarah tamadun. And you know when you read sejarah sambil tengok roommate tidur pukul 3 pagi, it was definitely a torture (over). Masuk Tamadun Islam, I was like "okay, i can handle this". Masuk Tamadun Cina dengan India tarik nafas panjang sambil tahan air mata, nak hafal nama nama yang nak sebut pun susah. Perhhh. Tapi Alhamdulillah boleh jawab jugak lah. And untuk carrymark CTU, group kitorang dapat tinggi sekali kot untuk assignment. Tak sia-sia stay up, gabungkan semua hasil kerja semua. Alhamdulillah.

Next paper was Anatomy and Phhysiology. Subjek ni bukan lah salah satu killer subject, tapi ianya menjadi killer subject kalau korang 2-3 hari sebelum paper baru nak bukak nota yang ada 14-16 chapters, dengan nak hafal term-term, nak fahamkan. Rasanya preparation untuk anatomy ni was the most hardcore. Pagi sebelum exam tu tidur sekejap je, tu pun tidur macam tak tidur je. Dalam tidur pun duk pikir lagi term-term semua. Dah lah ada 2-3 bab jugak yang baca sekali imbas macam tu. By sekali imbas, I mean I barely had any ideas about those chapters. Alhamdulillah syukur sangat bila bukak paper majority keluar soalan yang dah baca. Lega sangat sangat time tu.

Pastu paper ECO. ECO ni pun chapter last tak sempat baca pastu boleh pulak satu soalan case study tu keluar Chapter tu. Tak ingat lah berapa markah. Harap harap carry mark okay lah ECO ni dengan harapan akan dapat A, Insya Allah.

Pharmacy Practice ni ada 4 part: MCQ, calculation, essay, preparation. Rasanya semua okay tapi ada satu kesalahan besar yang saya buat. DOSE VERIFICATION UNTUK FIRST PREPARATION SAYA BUAT OVERDOSE!!! And kalau salah dose verification dia akan potong semua markah. Tapi yang peliknya last-last dapat 4 tablet jugak and dose sama dengan orang lain. Tu hairan tu, kat mana lah yang salah. I really hope the examiner lembut hati lah nak bagi markah even 5 markah pun syukur Alhamdulillah sesangat. Kalau tak harapan nak dapat A tu bye bye sayonara lah.

Okay, let's talk about Organic Chemistry. 2 nights before exam tu baru nak start study and boleh pulak nak dijadikan cerita malam tu muntah. I hate throwing up. It's the worst feeling ever. I had to stay inside the toilet sebab muntah ni tak leh control so cuba bayangkan kalau tiba tiba termuntah dalam bilik, jenuh nak cuci. Nasib baik muntah sekali. Masa study untuk OC ni macam boleh grasp jugak lah. Tak de lah blurr langsung. Tapi sejurus start exam, *nangis tepi corner bilik*. MCQ okay lagi. Masuk essay, dia mintak pulak mintak lukis lukis, memang den bantai lah den lukih ikut suko den yo. Subjek ni jujur dan seikhlas dari hati target dan harap lulus je. Ya Allah lembutkan lah hati pemeriksaaaaaa.

Last paper ada lah paper Physico. Okay ni bukan nak berlagak ke apa tapi Physico ni selalunya orang target untuk score sebab mostly belajar benda yang dah pernah belajar. But masa dapat carrymark kitorang semua macam terkejut jugak sebab kelas kitorang dua orang je yang dapat over 30 out of 40 marks. Soalan dia boleh tahan susah dan BANYAK! Serious masa jawab ingat 6 je soalan essay. Masa tengah buat, saja belek belakang, ada lagi satu soalan rupanya. Ada dua soalan tinggal sobs dah hilang 15 markah kat situ.

Okay dah lah, sekarang masanya untuk redha dan tawakkal kepada Allah. Doa-doakan moga Allah lembut dan tenangkan hati pemeriksa masa menanda kertas. Mana tau dapat markah free :) Untuk cuti sem ni tak ada plan sangat. Plannya nak membuang masa dengan menghabiskan drama, tengok youtube, kpop star. Wooo bestnyaa. Okay tu je lah buat masa sekarang. Harap-harap next time rajinlah nak update blog yang dah bersawang ni.

Farm Prek?

Hahaha, tengok tajuk macam apa je. Saja nak bagi unik sikit. Sebenarnya nak cakap pasal subjek Pharmacy Practice atau lebih glamour dikenali sebagai Pharm Prac (pronounce: Farm Prek) dalam kalangan students farmasi. Mula mula masuk degree belajar subjek ni macam hairan. Ye lah, senang gila kalau setakat belajar sejarah farmasi, what is pharmacist, what does pharmacist do, kira macam okay lah kan. Hahaha, ternyata itu semua hanya propaganda (?) semata-mata. Intro dia memang senang, start masuk calculation dah mula terkial-kial. Masuk pulak lab, huru hara jadinya. Mana taknya, kena sedia 3 preparation on the spot, dapat prescription dalam lab. 3 jam tu lah nak siapkan calculation, label, indication, method benda semua tu. Dengar macam senang je kan. Bila kita experience sendiri, baru kita tau.

Masa first lab session, kitorang kena buat 2 preparation dulu. Ye lah, sebab first time. Ingatkan sempat lah sebab dua. Tapi malam before lab tu dah macam bocor dah prescription tu so kitorang prepare jugak lah calculation. Tu pun still kelam kabut semua. Paling stress bab label ubat tak lekat kat botol. Dah lah lecturer siap countdown tu. Time tu lah semua nak tampal label semua, tiba tiba label pulak tak lekat.

Rasanya, sebab first lab kitorang hancur sehancur-hancurnya, 2nd lab session diorang dah bagi prescription awal-awal, dengan harapan kitorang boleh prepare before masuk lab. Alhamdulillah. Kurang sikit lah gelabah tu, tapi nak prepare tu pun satu hal. Banyak kitab kena belek. Cehh, over je. Google je senang. 2nd lab kena prepare cod liver oil, calamine lotion dengan potassium citrate kalau tak silap. Nak buat cod liver oil (emulsion) tu macam susah sikit. Tak tau method dia yang sebetul-betulnya. Confuse jugak. Last last masuk je semua bahan, gaul gaul, siap. Kadang rasa macam nak buat kuih pun ada masuk lab pharm prac ni.

Next week ada test woi pharm prac. Test dia buat preparation and ada MCQ jugak kalau tak silap. Test hari rabu. The next lab session will be on Thursday. Dua kali masuk lab and 5 preparations in total. HAHAHAHA sabo je lah.

Cuti mid sem dah nak habis. Rasa nak menangis pun ada. Nak duduk rumah T___T (peluk katil). Dah lah satu habuk pun tak study. Konon bawak balik lecture notes tapi angan angan je lah nak study kalau dah sampai rumah dengan nikmat wifi dan tv yang ada ni. 

Lagi satu, I think it's time for me to develop perasaan cinta/sayang/loving/liking course farmasi ni. I still don't feel that motivated to attend classes and what not. Masa asasi dulu rasa excited jugak lah. Hmm, please pray for me.

That's it for now. Adios amigos.

Aku Budak Farmasi?

Assalamualaikum, lama gila kot tak update blog. Last update 4 hari sebelum daftar masuk degree. Sekarang ni dah hampir sebulan pun duduk kat sini. Alhamdulillah, everything's fine (i guess) as of now. Rasa macam tak percaya je betul ke dah jadi student pharmacy? Betul ke dah degree? Tu menandakan yang masa berlalu dengan pantas yang amat. To be honest banyak benda jugak nak cerita tapi terlalu banyak hingga rasa macam malas nak menulis.

Perbelanjaan untuk jadi student degree ni memang tinggi lah nak dicomparekan dengan asasi dulu. The books cost at least RM 100 each. So, terpaksalah beli yang photostat and maybe kena tunggu PTPTN lah dulu. Tahun ni JPA tak open application for first year students so tak boleh lah mohon. Insya Allah ada rezeki next sem boleh apply. Oh, last week dapat lah jumpa family sebab Raya Haji. Kitorang balik rumah Opah dekat Taiping. Rasa macam sedih pulak bila fikir pasal family sebab tak tau lah bila boleh jumpa lagi. Cuti mid sem lagi sebulan kot. I don't think I can wait for another month until I can see my parents and my brothers. Cadangnya nak try lah balik Kuantan naik bas sekali, but we'll see how it goes. Banyak sangat program even weekends pun ada. Next week ada PharmaFiesta (10/10) which I'm very looking forward to sebab students from every semester will need to perform. Mestilah best kan.

Sebenarnya tak tau nak tulis apa, just nak pastikan blog ni diupdate dan tidak berhabuk mahupun bersawang. Sorry lah because there's no photos in this post.

Just nak cakap blok Casuarina is not as good as Rafflesia in my very honest and humble opinion (amboih). Wifi slow sangat kalau duduk dalam bilik. This is a huge issue for a professional internet person like me. Kalau nak pakai wifi kena duduk kat ruang tamu. Macam segan sikit lah kalau nak duduk kat meja depan tu. Lagi satu, tak boleh nak skype :( Sedih betul. But I guess there's a hikmah yang part tak boleh skype tu sebab rasanya selalu skype boleh menjadi sebab kita akan menjurus kepada penyakit 'homesick'.

Alhamdulillah, sekarang umi dah ada whatsapp so jimat lah sikit. Daripada dulu kena mesej, tambah dengan GST sekarang ni, boleh pokai jugak lah sebab den ni jenis suka bercerita kat umi. Kalau pakai mesej memang bengkok lah jawabnya. Nasib baik kita hidup di zaman di mana internet is available pretty much semua tempat kot sekarang. Boleh lah umi send send gambar and videos bagi mengubat rasa rindu tu.

I guess that's it for now. Lapar pulak rasa.

D-4 and some random stuff

Assalamualaikum, lama jugak tak update blog. Sedar tak sedar lagi empat hari nak sambung degree. Macam tak percaya. I still remember clearly the last day of SPM 2013 (it was 2 years ago) and now dah nak degree dah. Macam tak percaya je.

Alhamdulillah, dapat tawaran course Pharmacy di UiTM (masih di PALAM). Bersyukur sangat dapat sambung belajar and dapat UiTM Puncak Alam pulak tu, asrama memang tiptop lah. Rasanya sebab dapat PALAM, I don't really feel nervous. Tempat yang kita dah familiar and roommate pun dapat tempat sama, hahaha. Dulu pernah jugak kitorang cakap pasal nak sambung degree dekat PALAM tapi macam main-main je lah masa tu. Betullah orang cakap, kata-kata itu doa (cehhh). Ramai jugak budak class time asasi dapat PALAM.

Tbh, I was kinda expecting not to get UKM walaupun dapat pergi interview. Masa malam before result upu keluar, ramai cakap result untuk UKM boleh dah check pakai SMS. Saja lah try. Lepas tu dia cakap gagal ke apa entah. Masa tu frust jugak sebab ye lah, penat-penat pergi interview semua. Try pujuk diri sendiri time tu, "result betul esok. maybe yang ni salah ni". Esok check, dapat UiTM. Tapi kurang sikit frust tu sebab entah lah, UiTM pun not bad. Belajar mana-mana pun tak kisah sebenarnya, yang penting niat. Kadang kita ni tak bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ada. Sepatutnya saya kena bersyukur sebab ramai lagi orang dalam dunia ni yang struggle untuk mendapatkan proper education and yet i'm still being ungrateful dengan tawaran tu.

Rasa sedih tu still ada jugak lah sikit sebab lepas ni tak boleh duduk rumah, main internet 24/7, tidur lewat, bangun lewat, makan sewenang-wenangnya and the list goes on. Hari ni last day ambik Apih balik sekolah. Hmmm, I will miss the struggle of parking the car properly. Semenjak ambik Apih balik sekolah, my driving skill has improved alot (well, not my parking skill). Confident dah kot kalau orang suruh bawak kereta dekat bandar (kereta auto lah. manual den dah lupo).

4 hari lagi tinggal, tapi barang satu habuk tak pack lagi. Tak beli pun lagi barang-barang because i'm not ready to leave my house.

And one more thing, semenjak nak habis cuti ni pulak baru datang semangat nak tengok Japanese dramas. Banyak jugak kot dramas yang habis dalam cuti ni because selalunya tengok separuh jalan je.

Yang dah habis tengok; who are you (korean), modern farmer (korean), my boss my hero (japanese), nobuta wo produce (japanese), 1 litre of tears (japanese)
4 drama je pun,  tapi boleh lah.

Yang sedang tengok (?): liar game (japanese), atashinchi wo danshi (japanese), zettai kareshi (japanese)
Zetta kareshi dah tengok dulu, saja nak tengok balik. Hana kimi tengah download sebab that is probably one of the best japanese dramas yang pernah tengok kot. Nak tengok balikkkk.
I think I have a thing about Japanese guys (well not all of them, yang berlakon) sebab lakonan diorang macam watak dalam kartun.

"KON!" apa maksud dia pun eden tak tau. I like his character in this drama (Nobuta Wo Produce) bc he was so random and weird (in a cute way tho). Dalam Code Blue punya lah serious, senyum pun tidak.

Akiyama from Liar Game. Look at that hair hahaha, only guys in anime/manga have that kind of hairstyle. But still he somehow pull it off.

Nakatsu from HanaKimi. I think I was 12/13 when I first watched this drama. His character was very the comical you know. If you want to cuci mata and see bunch of cute Japanese guys, watch Hana Kimi.

Okay I guess that's it for now. Adios~

Midnight Rant

Assalamualaikum, don't mind me. I'm just bored. Ni tengah download drama untuk Mak Njang. Sebenarnya hari tu dah download lah sampai 12 episode tapi videos tu semua macam ada problem, lagged dan sekat gituww. So, tadi beriya lah search sebab raya ni Mak Njang nak drama tu. Dramanya ialah All About Eve. Tbh, I've never heard of that drama before until Mak Njang bagitau. It was released on the year 2000, iaitu 15 tahun yang lalu. Wow, just wow. So, maknanya orang yang lahir tahun 2000 dah umuq 15 dah. Dah besaq panjang dah eventhough they're not 90's kids.

Ni tengah donlod drama ni. Lamo bonar lah eh. Episod satu pun tak lopeh laie. Mata dah nak terkatup ni. Oh, just nak bagitau, today is the last day of the puasa/Ramadhan lah. So fast mah the masa is berlalu-ing. I've done packing my baju raya for raya. Hopefully I'll be taking loads of pictures for the sake of this blog because I prefer to attach photos in my blogpost tapi selalu tak ambik gambar. Please excuse the mess of my language and sentences because I'm pretty sure I'm half awake at this point. Cepat lah bergerak wahai internet. 19 episod lagi nak download ni. Tak tido lah jawab nye den hari ni.

Kinda excited to celebrate raya in Terengganu this year because Mok Teh pun raya sini. And most of my family members on my mom's side suka bergambar-gembur di Hari Raya which makes Hari Raya lebih happening dan ceria.

That's it lah for now. Adios~